Friday, February 6, 2009

Today's the best and the worst day of my life..!!!

Today i find CBN is really cool,they even have lion "dancer" for jamuan chinese new year,and we really had fun,all of us clapped so hard,but yesterday,someone stole my SHOES!!!!!!SO I HAVE TO WEAR HER DIRTY STUPID DAMN SHOES AND HELP HER WASH IT,I'M SO SURE I'LL CHANGE IT BACK...!!!

Well,it's not the only bad thing....becuz of today....i think of something,let's start from the beginning...i've got loads of frens at 1st,we're a group,but later on i was getting closer with another group of frens,so,the 1st group start telling my bad words and they said i've forgotten hu my real frens are.....of cuz,i was sad,then i started thinking...does it worth it?cuz i'm juz ok with that group but i have no best fren there,my best fren was in the 1st group,so..does it worth it?
Then,since i graduated,i told my self not to think bout it anymore,i forced myself not to but my brain juz doesn't listen to me...

And now,look wat happens,even in my secondary school,my closest fren oso has her own best fren in our school,so when they do anything together,i'm totally ignored..sad rite?But i'm oso consider close with that girl,so three of us had lots of time together,but i noe two of them are closer and had loads of fun time chit-chatting and all...Even though i noe they were joking,but i'm juz so sensitive when they tease me or anything,i juz dun like it,if a lil bit ok lar but sometimes they really make me feel uncomfortable but then wat can i do,they're two and i'm one,sometimes they even make me feel like i'm a lousy girl,student,athlete and all,sometimes i really hate'em,but i have no more gud frens here...haiz, wat to do...

Now wat i hope is only Wei Wei and Hui Fern could come here,i miss'em,i think i cud go along with wei wei...hui fern oso ok,and if they come,it won't be that bad,if Wei Wei comes,we'll be sisters!^^And i wont feel that bad cuz i have a best fren to teman me like othere best frens do....

Orite,i think that's all for now,feels gud after saying it out,and i toked to hui fern,she's so sweet...i miss her so much..she helps a lot man...i love ya^^and wei wei..^^

1 comment:

  1. omg CANDY ONG!!! Why didn't u hope for me to go there with you!!! You're evil!!!

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